I need to learn to be patient. I am still learning to sit back and let life happen the way it is supposed to. But for me, the control freak that I am, it is soo hard for me and the way things are crumbling around me. I hate waiting. I hate things being up the air for a long period of time. Lord, how am I supposed to be patient in these times? My husband has been looking for a stable job since last April. This is by far the longest he has gone without a steady paycheck. And he's a plumber! Plumbers should be landing jobs left and right. Right? This "growing" economy needs to show. There needs to be more construction work going on so my hubby can build the plumbing from the ground up. Newspapers and magazines need to make a comeback, so my career can be more in demand. He's having to send his resume around the world, hoping someone would call him back.
I'm even having a hard time finding a print graphic artist job, that doesn't need to know website work. I really regret not paying attention more to website creation in school. I didn't think my life was heading in that direction, then. How did I know that 5 years later, the economy would go bust?!? For now, I am freelancing back at the Morning News... hanging on to this job for dear life, hoping the workflow will need me here after this month. I hope to find a stable job. With benefits. Its sad, but I would actually like to go to the dentist. I haven't been in years. Even though I hate the dentist, I know I need work done. I'd like to have a paycheck that is steady, that I don't have to worry if it will be there next month. I'd like the bills to be paid on time all the time.
Sigh.
Can I rewind to when I was a kid?
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